hey people, guess what?
I suck. (: i hate myself. Like mad. I feel like shit.
And no one would care. I'm just a whiner, right? I'm pathetic.
I'm too afraid. To meet new people. To love another. To let go.
I'm afraid of losing something that was never mine.
I'm not worthy. Anyways, she's happier with someone else.
After all, it was all virtual. Who would want virtual over real life? Nobody in the right mind.

Why can't i just accept that fact?
That things can never go back to the ways they were.
Why can't i just be happy for her? To just forget everything...
All i want to do know is to forget about my love for her. To forget the times we spent together... Because every time she's with him, it gives me a sick feeling inside.
It hurts me. It's even more painful than my injuries.

Am i truly free?

What's worse is that i'm solely to blame for her leaving me. I never treasured her. I let her go. And she always minded. But she still stayed... Now, her 'love' for me has faded.
Maybe it's for the best.
Who would want to love a fool like me?

Sigh...

Baby's at my house... Leaving soon...

- Noctis Dante Wolfsbane, the STUCK.

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