; i spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times...{1:36 AM}
listening to Look Only At Me - Tae Yang. posting just before i sleep. warning, it's gonna be a lengthy 'allabouther' thing. so yeah, people who are sick of reading those, don't read. okay, shall reflect about today. hmm. today was a really... umm. awkward day? i kept thinking of you. couldn't concentrate on anything, no appetite, no mood. wanted to send you smses but was trying my best to control. so got a lot of drafts now. haha. it's like i can't live without you liddat. ._. or it's hard to live without you. sigh. finally decided to leave but you could change my mind so easily. you must think that i'm pathetic. ): anyways, i miss you loads. hope you're having a nice dream now. don't think too much, okay? ): don't hate yourself... you don't suck. i'll stay for you, i'll take care of you, i'll be there for you, i'll catch you when you fall... so tell me whatever's bothering you, and i'll try my best to help. i'll always be a shoulder for you to cry on. hope everything is okay with him. take care of yourself, my beloved. you will always be in my thoughts, in my prayers. love you always, 我爱你!<3 and i'll try my best to keep this promise, my love... sigh. okay, goodnight peeps. it's 2+, i'm tired. byebye.
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