i'm so tired. i'm back. i'm using my uncle's laptop that my dad borrowed. yay.
he finally left it behind. woots. anws, nothing much happened.
but i'm quite pissed right now because my and my ex had a tiff. lols. okay.
tuition is starting at 6. i'mma gonna bathe. now i'm listening to korean songs. lols.
stupid friend influence me. == listening to Haru Haru - Big Bang.
betcha most of you people know this song already. so i'm just gonna post the translation.
the vid has a nice but sad storyline. ):




Haru Haru - Big Bang

Leave
Yeah, finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear, can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

I hope your heart feels relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lïe
You’re my heart, say goodbye...

okay, people, don't ask who this song is for. lols.
cause. it's pretty obvious lah.
yah, so don't ask stupid questions. ):<

i can finally highlight stuff. lols. nevermindddd.

& i don't really know what you're doing now, but i hope you're having fun, regardless whether you're with him or not. love you always, aishiteru. can't type chinese. lols. stupid com. ==
still waiting for your answer. you can take your time. don't rush.
sigh. i miss you...

okay people, nothing much to watch today.
just the usual, naruto english dub at 10 on cartoon network, and maybe monster and samurai deeper kyo at 11 and 11.30 respectively, on okto.
then The Nanny at 12. lols. hallmark channel.
ends at 1.

gonna stone till i fall asleep. or maybe chat with you.
because we usually chat around that time. its like when you're finally NOT busy. lols.
then you're gonna sleep around 1.30. usually no later than 2.

eeks. sorry. scheduling everything. >< stupiddddd. ):<

lols. people, BE FREAKED that i am OBSSESSED with someone. ;X
like really obssessed.

its easy for me to be obssessed/addicted to something.
then its hard for me to kick the habit.
so i guess i've been smsing you all this time. so, its hard to stop? (matthewismakinglameexcuses!)

okayokay. i suck. i should let go, right?
rahhhhhhhhh. but i don't wanna. T.T (matthewisaparasite!)

lols. okay. korean songs are getting to my head. i'm talking to myself. fuck.

OKAY, I'M GOING OFF. SO I CAN STOP SPAMMING RANDOM CRAP ON THIS POST.

byebye people. <3 & i love you loads. <--- Obssesive. Be freaked.

- Noctis Dante Wolfsbane, the OBSSESSED.

P.S : omg, my eye just twitched! FUCK. ):

; i love you, more than anything else in the world...

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