hey peeps, i've discovered a new feeling! it's in between jealousy and idk what. its like, i'm jealous, but i'm trying to control it. but i feel sick inside. and there's a numb pain in my chest. but i'm controlling! yay. i'm controlling my jealousy. woots. that sounds funny. xD c'mon, matthew. you can control it for someone you love. no use crying to sleep. you're sick of crying, and there aren't any more tears to shed. you've ran out of tears... oh yeah, i think i know what song it is. the one i was looking for. i shall check the lyrics, and then i'll post about it later. matthew, stay strong. gambateh! ;D

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