just finished watching naruto eng dub, alr watched the latest ep for naruto shippuden.
waiting for monster to start.
listening to Look Only At Me - Tae Yang. korean again. damn friend.

i'm not going to post the lyrics, because i can't really relate.
i can relate last time lah, but now not attached, so abit hard. lols.
okay lah, shall post for you people. lols.

don't ask how i relate if it was last time horh. ):<

Look Only At Me - Tae Yang



하루에도 몇 번씩
널 보며 웃어 난
수 백 번 말했잖아
You’re the love of my life
거짓된 세상 속 불안한 내 맘 속
오직 나 믿는 건 너 하나 뿐이라고
가끔 내 맘 변할까봐
불안해할 때면
웃으며 말했잖아
그럴 일 없다고
끝 없는 방황 속
텅 빈 내 가슴속
내가 기댈 곳은 너 하나뿐 이지만
가끔씩 흔들리는 내 자신이 미워
오늘도 난 이 세상에 휩쓸려
살며시 널 지워

내가 바람 펴도
너는 절대 피지마 baby
나는 너를 잊어도
넌 나를 잊지마 lady
가끔 내가 연락이 없고 술을 마셔도
혹시 내가 다른 어떤 여자와
잠시 눈을 맞춰도
넌 나만 바라봐

오늘밤도 지새며
날 기다렸다고 눈물로 내게
말해 변한 것 같다고
널 향한 내 맘도 처음과 같다고
수 없이 달래며 지내온 많은 밤들
니가 없이는 난 너무 힘들 것 같지만
때론 너로 인해 숨이 막혀 난
끝없는 다툼 속
기나긴 한숨 속
니가 기댈 곳은 나 하나 뿐 이지만
니가 귀찮아지는 내 자신이 미워
오늘도 난 웃으며
나도 몰래 자신을 잃어

내가 바람 펴도
너는 절대 피지마 baby
나는 너를 잊어도
넌 나를 잊지마 lady
가끔 내가 연락이 없고 술을 마셔도
혹시 내가 다른 어떤 여자와
잠시 눈을 맞춰도
넌 나만 바라봐

내가 이기적이란 걸 난 너무 잘 알아
난 매일 무의미한 시간 속에
이렇게 더럽혀지지만 baby
너만은 언제나 순수하게 남길 바래
이게 내 진심인걸 널 향한 믿음인 걸
죽어도 날 떠나지마

내가 바람 펴도
너는 절대 피지마
나는 너를 잊어도
넌 나를 잊지마 lady
가끔 내가 연락이 없고 술을 마셔도
혹시 내가 다른 어떤 여자와
잠시 눈을 맞춰도
넌 나만 바라봐

I’ve been telling you everyday
I smile when I see you
I’ve told you so many times
You’re the love of my life.
In this world full of lies, in my nervous heart
the one thing I believe in is you
When you get nervous thinking that my feelings may change
Remember I laughed when I told you that would never happen
A direction with no end,
my completely empty heart
The only place I can lean on is you.
And I hate that my heart sometimes wavers
Even today I get carried away by the world
and you get erased

Even if I cheat
Don’t you ever cheat, baby
Even if I forget you
Don’t you ever forget me, lady
If once in a while I don’t contact you
and I go out to drink
Even if I ever meet another girl’s gaze
Look only at me

When you tell me with tears in your eyes
that you spent all night waiting up for me
you say “I think you changed.”
So many nights you ask me to tell you that
my feelings haven’t changed since I met you
Although it seems I’m miserable without you
Honestly sometimes you suffocate me
The never ending arguments
The long sighs
I know the you only have me to lean on
I hate that sometimes I get sick of you
Even today I smile
and lose myself without my knowledge

Even if I cheat
Don’t you ever cheat, baby
Even if I forget you
Don’t you ever forget me, lady
If once in a while I don’t contact you
and I go out to drink
Even if I ever meet another girl’s gaze
Look only at me

I know well that I’m self-centered
And I spend my days in meaningless activities
Becoming filthier, baby
I want to leave your purity as it is,
this is my sincerity, my belief in you
Don’t leave me even in death

Even if I cheat
Don’t you ever cheat, baby
Even if I forget you
Don’t you ever forget me, lady
If once in a while I don’t contact you
and I go out to drink
Even if I ever meet another girl’s gaze
Look only at me

okay, the lyrics might be a bit different from the vid, but the meaning is about the same.
this isn't really for anyone. lols. but if it was for someone THEN, i guess...
yeah, it would be for someone. haha.

& i hope you're feeling better, and that you'll find the reason why you're so upset.
i'm going to give you some space for now, maybe i won't talk to you for a few days, or weeks...

i just feel that it's my fault, you know?
i want you to be happy...
i don't have to be in the picture anymore...
as long as you're happy, i'm happy...

sigh... i miss being with you again... ><

maybe i should stop posting like this...
i should just keep everything inside of me...
so that you wouldn't feel that its your fault, so that you wouldn't be unhappy...

maybe i should go.

but i still love you, just like always...

- Noctis Dante Wolfsbane, the UNWORTHY.

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