listening to Heartbreaker - G-Dragon.

i can't be bothered anymore.

today,

bio.
cher never come.

e maths,
falling asleep.

p.e,
take height and weight.
gym. only had enough time to do one set.

recess,
eat.
drink.
apple tea.

history,
copy copy copy notes.
whole whiteboard so messy.

physics,
nothing much.
i know how to do e questions. yay.

a maths,
do sums.
hard leh. ==

okay, aft school.

- this is a rant -

cheebye, don't anyhow accuse people.
anyhow say i steal your money.
number one,
i looking for MY earphones that YOU borrowed.
how i know in your pencil case not in your bag?
number two,
i know i'm in the wrong by not asking for permission before going through your bag, but YOU are also in the wrong by...

- Accusing people of stealing your money when you don't have any proof
- Believing only ONE person's word that i was the only person in the fucking classroom.
(AND ITS NOT EVEN TRUE LO. CHEEBYE)
- Accusing me when you also don't know who else was at your table during recess
- Leaving money in your bag (seriously, who the fuck does that?)

hey, classroom bo camera, don't anyhow accuse people. _l_
i come classroom alr got people, your cheebye friend anyhow say.
i search through your bag not like i empty it or something right?
your friend come liao ask me what i'm doing i say i looking for my earphones she say in the pencil case. i take liao then go lah.
who want take your 10 bucks? == that day i see your bag inside also no money.
ask me go to hell. cheebye lah. fuck you, bitch.

- end of rant -

okay, another one coming up.

- start of another rant -

& i can't believe i'm actually ranting about you, but yes.

& my 'blase' attitude very long like this liao, you don't know meh?

& you also giving me attitude. not only me.
do you think i enjoy this?
if this is how you treat your bestie, i'd rather not be your friend.
because now, i'm like your dog liddat.
must stay cannot go.
i wanna go also cannot. fuck lah.

not like you need me right?
not like i talk to you will make any difference right?
not like it would make a difference whether i left or not right?
you also got him no need me liao.

& if you want me to stay as a friend, TREAT me like one.
not like some dog.
never think of my feelings right?

& you say fuck you, i hate your attitude, 'i hate the way you talk to me', all that.
you don't care about what i feel, right?
well, now i won't bother.
i won't care.

& my questions damn stupid right?
'STUPID' and 'IRRELEVANT' right?
well to me, it isn't. ==

& don't anyhow assume. you also never knew me.
you think i didn't care?
fine, think all you want.
its not the truth, anyways.
its up to you whether you want to think like that.

i'm just some fucking dog.
no feelings, no heart.
want to cry also cannot. FUCK LAH.

and i hate myself more than ever, because i still love you.

- end of rant -

You're my heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreaker
What exactly did i do wrong?
You're my heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreaker
No way
No way
I'm leaving you for good this time
I really am
To see if you can cope (without me)
Lovers and haters
Damn, damn, damn it
Creak, creak, creaking away
The tragic story of my love
No way

- Noctis Dante Wolfsbane, the ANGRY (and HEARTBROKEN)

Labels: angry, fucking angry, Heartbroken, rant, super angry