the only thing i ask of you,

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October 01, 2009

; the hopeless.{11:21 PM}

i'm sorry, my beloved... i just... give up... i'm sorry for breaking our promise... but i just can't take it anymore... i'm not as strong as you think i am... i can't let go so easily like you... i can't move on... i can't handle this... it's too much for me... all these emotions... i know i'm weak... i know that you've suffered much more and much longer than me when i left... but i'm just not strong enough to continue... i don't want to live life like this... regretting every day... and it's affecting my sleep, my studies, my work... everything... i just... i just wanted to hear your voice before i go... but... nevermind... you hate me now... so... forget it... you have a new love now... so i should just give in to fate... and give up on loving you... i'm so tired... so sick of this... sigh... happy 21st... even though it's no longer valid...

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the only thing

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love Hope is hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can't help but wish that I was there And where I'd love to be, oh yeah Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around

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i ask of you

is to hold her

too far away

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