죽음 속을 헤매던 (널 내가 구해줄게)...

class party's tomorrow.
damn last minute can. ==
4pm to 9pm.
don't think i'm going to swim this time.
gonna play snooker!
not enough kaki to play mahjong. ;x

& i think i hate you.
i don't know.
one part of me hates you,
but the other part still loves you.
i don't know anymore.

you seem so cold towards me,
its like we're no longer friends.
what happened to us?
what happened to all the promises?
they were all empty.

damn confused.

i don't know whether i should stop or not.
whether loving you is the right thing to do.
a lot of people have told me just to let go and move on.
but it's easier said than done.

and everyone thinks i'm a fool,
for putting so much effort in an online relationship.
i don't know, maybe i shouldn't.

i mean, its just online right?
i know it was just online for you.

oh yeah,
thanks to -Alysa and -----AHBENG for trying to cheer me up. ;x
today a bit no mood play audi, sorry.

to -----AHBENG,
i don't know whether you were joking,
but violence won't solve the problem.
don't need to hire P.I or gang.
cause even if you used violence,
she wouldn't love me back.

- Noctis Dante Wolfsbane, the MOODY.

君だけが居ない
色の無い世界
ダメージは深くて計り知れない
あの日の唇まだ温かく
思い出せるのになすすべも無

P.S : I wish i could just go to the beach and drown myself in the sea.

Labels: 24th October '09, class party