lalala.
hellos.
last night,

played couple dance with lesley.
play play play.
then she had to go for handball training. ):

waited for gongzhu mei to come online.
but then she say her audi got something wrong.
so just chat with her on msn.
and watched one episode of naruto shippuden.

then she went to sleep, i went to sleep.

today,
wake up.
12+?
lol.
piggg.

gonna play sudden attack now.
brush up on my sniper skills.
lalala.

i wanna go out.
but no one wants to go out with me.
bleh.

i have no friends. ):

i'm a emo fucktard with no friends.

let's all kill the emo fucktard. ^.^

update later.

played audi instead.
helped people out with story.
now i have 3 new friends. ^.^

play play play.
then hop to sudden attack.

play for awhile,
pwn people in g cube. ^.^

then played with shuwen.
get pwned by her. ):

then went off.
and i'm here.
i'm really boredddd.
might be going out tomorrow, haven't decided.

maybe going out today,
go find my ex. ^.^

bleeeeeeeding ears.
i shall go torture my ears later. :D

wanted to post about something, but nevermind.
forgot about it. ;x

kks, gonna go take a shower.
today damn hot.

update laterrrrr. when i'm back.
or whenever i'm bored.
or when i feel like it. x)

back.
gonna play audi, all by myself. D:

deproving alot.

i swear, i'm damn blur now.

now,
i feel very, very,
empty.

i don't know why.
maybe that's the reason why i've deproved alot.
especially when i'm playing my favourite song.

its like,
i feel like there's no purpose in my life.
like i'm just there.
without any purpose, reason, meaning.

i feel like i've a lot to accomplish.
but i'm not doing anything about it.

i feel like,
i'm not at my full potential.
but still...

i sit here.
without doing anything about it.

i sit here,
stoning in front of the com.

not living life to the fullest.

reading the bible now.
looking for a verse i heard during church camp.
about living life to the fullest.

book of Ecclesiastes.
read it, people.

for those people with the ridiculously big and retarded looking youth bible,
(that i couldn't get 'cause i forgot to bring my money ==")
it is after proverbs, before song of songs.

i'm using a small compact christian bible.
so the text might be different.

Ecclesiastes 11 : 9 ~ 10
- Advice to Young People -

Young people, enjoy your youth.
Be happy while you are still young.
Do what you want to do, and follow your heart's desire.
But remember that God is going to judge you for whatever you do.

Don't let anything worry you or cause you pain.
You aren't going to be young very long.

interesting. xP

i feel so empty.
but i don't know why.

& i don't know whether its because we're no longer friends.
but my heart feels a sense of loss.
like i've just let go of something very important to me.
but it's okay.
maybe it's better this way.
just like you said,

No use staying in a world where there's no one else .

well, off to play audi.
btw,
for anyone who's in a relationship,
or in love,
go read song of songs.
very interesting. ;x
love poems. ^.^
its the book after Ecclesiastes, before book of Isaiah.

might update later.
or maybe i should just start a new post. @@"

- Noctis Dante Wolfsbane, the EMPTY.