okay .
life sucks for me now ...
kena lots of shit . :/
so yeah .
not even going to bother to update properly .

BUT .
today , damn funny sia .
during pe .
inclined pullups .
one of the bimbos , (my secret pal/mortal)
go pole dance with the inclined pullup pole .
LOL .
omgomgomg .
laugh die .

then the teacher saw , face like 'what the fuck' .
HAHAHA .

oh yeahhhhhhhhh .
and i got 22/30 for my english compo .
laughs .
when i didnt even finish it. :D
nice . ^.^

so yeah .
that's all i'm going to say .
pray that i'll have a good week ahead .
and that i wont get whacked by some people ... :/

& i pray that this cycle will end ,
that i stop hurting people .

Lord , help me make the right decisions .
i'm afraid , i can't control my anger , my hatred .
i'm being consumed by it , i'm losing myself ...

please bless those that i've hurt my entire life .
i pray that they'll find the happiness that i deprived them of .

Lord , give me the strength to conquer my fears ,
to let go of things that does not rightfully belong to me .
Holy Spirit , please guide me in all the things i do .
Amen .