Sen no Yoru wo Koete - Aqua Timez

愛されたい　でも　愛そうとしない
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
僕が見つけた答えは一つ　怖くたって　傷付いたって
好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ

あなたが僕を愛してるか　愛してないか
なんてことは　もうどっちでもいいんだ
どんなに願い望もうが
この世界には変えられぬものが　沢山あるだろう
そう　そして僕があなたを　愛してるという事実だけは
誰にも変えられぬ真実だから

千の夜をこえて　あなたに伝えたい
伝えなきゃならないことがある
愛されたい　でも　愛そうとしない
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
僕が見つけた答えは一つ　怖くたって
傷ついたって　好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ
気持ちを言葉にするのは怖いよ
でも　好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ

この広い世界で　巡り会う喜びを言葉じゃ言い表せないね
だから僕達は微笑み　色鮮やかに過ぎる秋をドレミで唄って
冬を背に　春の木漏れ日を待ち
新しく生まれ変わる　誰かを守れるようにと

来た道と行き先　振り返ればいつでも　臆病な目をしていた僕
向き合いたい　でも　素直になれない
まっすぐに相手を愛せない日々を
繰り返しては　ひとりぼっちを嫌がったあの日の僕は
無傷のままで人を愛そうとしていた

千の夜をこえて　今あなたに会いに行こう
伝えなきゃならないことがある
愛されたい　でも　愛そうとしない
その繰り返しのなかを彷徨って
僕が見つけた答えは一つ　怖くたって
傷付いたって　好きな人には好きって伝えるんだ
その想いが叶わなくたって　好きな人に好きって伝える
それはこの世界で一番素敵なことさ

song has a nice meaning , but not really my type ...
thanks to bi yu for introducing to me .
so yeah .
for someone ? :/ maybe ...
OH YEAH .
and people .
i dont watch bleach .
so shoo . ;x

tueday .
sianned .
puff aft sch ,
then went for cca .
wow .
first time i slack so much .
no mood play uhs ?

thenn .
idk what happened .
i forgot .
so yeah .
oh yeahhhhh !
studied for ss test .
laughs .

wednesday .
ss test .
was .
the .
exact .
same .
question .
we .
had .
for .
our .
first .
assignment .
except the given factor is diff .
LOL .
pray that i pass .

pe ,
was gay .
played soccer .
i kena 2 injuries .
laughs .
damned dancers .
cant kick properly .
kick also hit dao my face .

aft sch ,
ponned detention .
went home to bathe .
went to j8 , comic connection .
bought @cash and vampire knight book 11 .
went home .
played audi .
etc etc etc .

night time .
studied bio + e maths .
slept 12 + .
sorry for making somebody wait up for me . :/

today .
ohmyfuck .
morning run ,
our whole class did 3 instead of 5 . ;x
then played games from camp .
damn funny .
one teacher was like staring @ us .
cause we were playing the obscene variation of the nasi lemak game .
and then one guy was shouting out the words .
the damn .
obscene phrase .
LOL . :/
then also played the who what huh oi game .
hahaha .

bio test was postponed to tomorrow ,
cause everyone wasnt ready . :/

e maths test was HORRIBLE .
i think i'm going to fail .

poa ,
sucked .
cause my teacher was such a bitch .
she was like .
talking to my friend .
who i was sitting next to .
'Eh , your friend (refering to me) is not doing his work , dont let him distract you .
Let him fail .'
wlao eh , @ least call by name can ?
and is my friend asking me question also cannot ?
cheebye .

aft that ,
no mood .
had a maths .
but teacher also abit .
angry lah .
dk why .

aft sch ,
stoned around .
then went home .
slacked .
bathe etc .
then play audi .
laughs .

afk in audi ,
read vampire knight 11 .
interesting .

play dao now .
then i gtg alr .
study bio .

Friday : School (gayness) , possible last minute detention , formal dinner with mum's friends ,
possible overnighting @ azure .
Saturday : Watching movie , going out , slacking , azure in the late afternoon / evening .
Sunday : Church , Outreach programme , e/a maths tuition .

Monday : physics test , physics practical .
Tuesday : cca .
Wednesday : gay appointment , possible tennis lesson .
Thursday : possible last minute detention .
Friday : possible last minute detention .

and the list goes on .
and i realised that .
i got 4 VERY IMPORTANT things clashing on 13 march .
fuck ?

so which one should i go for ? :/

& i dont know whether i should do it or not .
i mean ...
would it be better that way ?
maybe we're just using each other , yeah ?
to fill that void ... :/

okay , byebye .
father kpkb ,
damn annoying .
gtg study for bio .
wish me luck people .
if i fail bio i will kill myself . ;x

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